Ethnick Thoughts


Living Through History
4 November 2008, 11:38 pm
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My Post Election Mood: Content

Yes, just content. I am not overly giddy like the 125 thousand in Grant Park, nor am I as bitter as the equally numbered cowboys in Texas. I have found the child-like optimism of Obama supporters and the outright fear of McCain supporters quite funny. Maintaining my neutralism and watching from the sidelines this election year, has opened my eyes to a lot of things I was reluctant to believe before. I’ve witnessed the power of peer pressure… for once used as a positive force. (And I’m not talking Diddy’s VOTE OR DIE campaign.) Not voting today was almost as uncool as leaving your fly down while giving a class presentation. Several local businesses and restaurants (I noticed for the first time in my short life) openly encouraged and rewarded voting with free giveaway out of their own pockets. Why this year? Where was everybody 4 years ago? North Carolina rapper, Median, put it perfectly when he said, “we need a catalyst to spark another powershift!” American finally decided enough was enough. Finally.

This election in my opinion was literally the end-all battle-royale of young (or young at heart) versus old-school. Its like when I realized that I could finally beat my father in a game of one-on-one basketball. I studied AND1 tapes learning new moves, jukes, crossovers and fancy fade-aways. Despite my progressive skills (or change), my father kept playing what he knew best, fundamental basketball. I wasn’t any stronger than I used to be, nor taller. I just figured him out quickly and learned how to take control. And I did.

Switching gears: I believe that the Republicans do not fear “change” with President Obama as much as they fear the mistakes that may occur during his term(s). I have this uncontrollable feeling that Obama is sure to make at least ONE big oopsie during his [8] years. My underlying fear of African-American discredit is lessened by the idea that Obama will most likely be upfront about any type of sticky situations (unlike the past 43). This is the type of change I am excited about!

Fifth gear: I heard a radio broadcast conversation speaking about voting for the lesser of the two evils. I wish it weren’t so, but I feel like it is true. [African American Community: sue me] I’ve been able to look past race in this election, not like it isn’t important or anything. I’ve come to the realization that Politics will NEVER CHANGE. Quote me on that. (I’ll touch up on this topic some other time when my homework isn’t stacked up like Jenga blocks.)

For now, let us not forget that this change will not begin for another two months. Let us not forget about George Bush and his possible attempts (like the last 42) to mix things up before leaving office. Speaking of, when is the last time you’ve heard anything about him in the press during all of this election hype? First things first: Let’s keep him in check. This is Nicholas Smith your forever-undeclared correspondent signing off from Chico. Goodnight America.



Median’s Relief
6 September 2008, 11:56 am
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“It takes a catalyst to spark another power shift”

I’m changed.

It shouldn’t have taken something this serious to change me, but it did. A week ago I wasn’t, but now I’m glad it happened. Thank You. Thank You for the signs.  Thank You for the watch, for the broken bracelet, for the new ones. Thank You for Her. I needed that. I’m changed. I’m changed.



Judge Me Please
11 June 2008, 10:50 am
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Why not? Everyone else does.

People assume they know me. When in fact I can only think of two people who may actually know me. One person who knows me more than I know myself (this blog is not for you).

Generalizations. Stereotypes. Grouping. Assumptions. I’ve fallen victim to them all. I’m lucky if I have a day when someone doesn’t judge me. Maybe I just don’t know myself very well. Wow, what a thought. You know what ma’am, yes you better clutch your purse a little bit tighter when I walk past you on the street, I’m not sure what I might do. And hey, BevMo employee, I AM pretty thirsty and broke you should probably keep following me around the store to make sure I don’t steal anything. Oh and thank you officer for following me around the Dale. I’m not doing anything right now, but if I break any traffic laws then you’ll be right there to try to book me for weed or weapon possession. Who knows, maybe one day I will have both in my car.

[Note: These are just only physical judging situations]

Riddle me this:
Can I not be politically Liberal and believe in God and the Bible at the same time? Is it a sin for me to be African American and not enjoy the music of Lil Wayne and stick with nothing bigger than 17’s on my ride? Is it too hard to believe that I can turn my slang/ebonics on and off, at will? And tell me, do I really look like a criminal with my Jethawks fitted and baggy jeans?

Before you judge, let me tell you who I am:
I am an artist at heart. I am creative. I am not necessarily book smart. But I know how to apply methods. Most importantly, I know how to change. I stick to my knowledge until it is challenged. And If given a valid argument, I can and will bend. That’s how I know I am not wrong.

Keep judging me. Even if you are right, you won’t be by tomorrow.



The Good.
9 June 2008, 11:37 pm
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The Bad.
The Ugly.

Things are good.
Some things are bad.
I’m still ugly.
Thats besides the point though.

My life is changing rapidly. Especially in the last week or so. Things are moving fast. And I’m not quite sure I like how quickly they are moving. I cannot think that fast. So when I do have a few minutes to myself I wonder If I am making the right decisions. My schizophrenic counter argument is that I’m acting on my heart, which I also feel is important. Therefore I’m confused.

But I’m still chillin. Mr Hixon: Forget the 7 steps and VAPAA Careers crap. The most important thing I learned from that man is Signal Flow. He taught me to step back, and solve problems in steps. Follow the signal and find the source of a problem. In which case he was teaching me about live sound troubleshooting, I’ve been able to relate it to life. When I have time, I can detach myself from life and then try to figure it out. It works. And right now I’m using my skills to find the problem and avoid it!

Life is easy now.